Tues n Wed

Tuesday nite, not much feel to share.

Wed nite, can feel a ball of heat roaming/inside my head/face.  Could feel some chill when gushes of wind flew past me.  Then was in a blank state till the end of the ‘ing zuo’.

 

26/10/09

Couldnt get up early in the morning as planned。。。。。 to do my SOP.  Not a morning person yet。

Initially, felt that i was giving heat ard my body then slowly, i could feel chill on my left side of my body.  It’s like my left side of my body is defrosting then my right side of my body, heat is coming in from my right side.  One side Chill, One side Heaty.

Initally hoped/wishes that the heat can overcome the chill n wins tis battle but…… relax DONT THINK SO MUCH n JUMP INTO ANY CONCLUSION

Just let it be…..   c”,)

色不異空 空不異色

色即是空 空即是色

受、想、行、識，亦復如是

Noon Session

Todae did my ‘jing zuo’ in the afternoon instead of the usual late nitz.

Third eye chakra was getting constant pressure, other than tat not much feel or sighting.  But towards the end of my ‘jing zuo’, heard some music/melody from left ear.  This my first time hearing these sound.  The music lasted for maybe a minute plus the most.  Initially the music was quite clear and slowly towards the end, the volume also keeps dimming down and then finally comes to an end.

Sick

Feeling uneasy after monday class, thinking it is due to indigestion as i ate too much in class just now, i tried to preform the chakra opening rite after my ‘jing zuo’, but couldn’t concentrate for more than 1 minute and gave up…… Then apply tiger balm on my tummy thinking tat my stomach upset will go away when i woke up in the morning.  Tried to vomit but counln’t.  Who knows, i woke up at ard 3am plus still not feeling rite… twist n turn till morning n finally drag myself up to work. Did a ‘hai yan shui’ dry shower before going to work.  Still not feeling well, veri tired, veri sleepy.  Went to see a doc during lunchtime and was diagnose as having Gut Virus.  Got 2 days of MC.

Upon reaching home, slept till 1130pm woke up and force myself to ‘jing zuo’.  manage only 30mins of ‘jing zuo’ n went to sleep again….. woke up again at ard 3am due to diarrhea and at the same time, hear someone was vomiting outside the basin.  Later then i realize it’s my father who was vomiting….  Slept through the whole morning till afternoon.  Its Wednesday now.  Then from my grandmother, i then know that everyone in the house except her is SICK.  My father, mother, uncle, sister and me are all sick at the same time and are having either diarrhea, nausea, body ache or fever….. Its not food poisoning yet still get sick the same time?????

Intention

Having the intention to do anything u want is totally different in just doing in.  The result with an intention and carried out my plan of doing my ‘jing zuo’ immediately taking shower after reaching home is different as to wat i normally would do: Slowly drag my time or till i feel comfortable doing or no more tv show to watch….. then do my SOP/ ‘Xiu Xing’.  My mindset before the start of doing anything plays an impt role in the process which i think i finally came to realize and hope that i can carry on this mentality as the days goes by.  Preparing myself mentally and physically is way much more better than pushing myself to do.  Argh Argh Argh must be focus and have this mindset each and every time and everyday….

Todae ‘jing zuo’, first time experienced heat from my back where the kidneys are to my neck and did the chakra exercise.  During the rotation in the solar plexus, can slightly feel my  stomach/intestine having some movement and at the base chakra, some form of cold/negative energy is being disperse.  Whole body feels the rejuvenating of the white light at the end… wow first time did so long(1h45min).  Seriously, thats why after todae ‘jing zuo’, i realize that this ‘Intention’ is veri veri IMPT n POWERFUL and shifu repeatedly said in the past….. Think i finally ‘ling wu’ le.

静坐

After almost a week of 静坐, i realise i will be in a state of nothing during the midst of 静坐.  Nothing is felt in that period of time.  When the ‘Feel’ is recovered,  my 静坐 is then end abt 5 -10 mins late.

Now able to slowly relax and cool down my thoughts and to maintain in a better posture.  c”,)

GYFM

Last nite GYFM, for the first half, the pressure is mostly concentrated at the third eye.  Then for the remaining second half, my throat was feeling dry throughout that i had to swallow my saliva to ease the dryness.  Till now this morning, my throat is still feeling the dryness….

Thoraty Problem

For these last 4 days, my thorat is feeling a bit uncomfortable lay.  Not sore thorat but uneasyness.  Something like stuck in there, like blocking my airway like tat…….

Valerie Blog is up liao.  Check it out.

LZT Fa Hui 3/9/09

Thursday 3/9/09 marks the first “Fa Hui” by LZT, lead by Shifu organised by Carlos, Dom and Vel.  Thank You for your efforts and not forgetting all my seniors and juniors that that make it possible.

Felt good during the ’san gong’, crown chakra tapping on and off, energy ard is strong too.  During ‘xia shi’, busy with visualising and looking at the ‘zhou’……  During ‘bao fu mu en zhou’, crown chakra tapping on/off is back again and in front of my eyes is brightness(beside my parents).

Had a dream this morning and could also felt my whole body aching and heatyness in my body.

Heres my dream :

I was accompanying my fren, adrian to make a delivery order.  While approaching the destination, saw some cops ard then change our direction of approach(wanting to walk away from them) but was stopped and captured at the next turn by them.  Then i was lead immdiately to a super high security prison, whereby my hands and legs are to be chain at all times and walked pass many ppl in the prison, all looking and staring at me.  I was intergorated along wit adrain and adrian kinda  ‘pushing’ the main enquries for me to answer……..

Wat a dream.

Sunday 23/8/09

After weeks of a ‘patient’, todae finally get a chance to be a healer but not before i got heal by Vel again.  Finally experience the tendency of wanting to shut my eyes when ‘ling dong’. When preforming healing, one’s must be aware of using ‘Ling li’ and not ‘Yang li’.  Using extra strength during = ‘Yang li’, will inflict unnecessary harm to the patient body instead.

Todae energy is so good that once i started chanting ‘om mani pad me hum’ the heavenly music start playing right away, what a way to start.